You'll feel better when you cannot feel

Some huge things have happened since I last posted.  I moved away from Charlotte to Atlanta for a few months to intern under a special fx makeup artist there.  My father had a heart attack while I was there and then became an even bigger asshole.  So, I left Atlanta and moved back to Asheville.  I managed to pick up a wonderful boyfriend who moved from Charlotte to be with me here.  After him living here for a couple of months with my mother and I we broke up for a month.  He moved out into a house with a guy I used to work with and that he currently worked with.  Well we get back together and then a month later Demetri shoots himself.  We were the last people to see him alive and were also there when his girlfriend discovered his body.  He killed himself while we went…